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Friday, May 26, 2017

The EVM Rigmarole

The current EVM challege makes a travesty of security testing.  It is surprising that nobody from the IT security arena is speaking up.  If the charges levelled by the opposition are true, one can be sure that a compromised machine will never be brought to the challenge.  If the EVMs were dumb terminals connected to a central server, then testing the server might suffice.  In the current distributed scenario each single machine needs to be tested for integrity.  How will the challenge ensure this?

I do not know whether EVMs were custom made to EC's specifications or just generic machine purchased off the shelf?  In either case, did the EC get the source code and security features examined by any experts?  How would the EC know if the motherboard or the stored program was changed in a set of machines by unscrupulous maintenance people?

In my humble opinion the correct way of ensuring correct functioning of EVMs should be as follows:

  1. There should be a single executable running on all EVMs and its source code should be with the EC and also in the public domain.
  2. Each political party should be given a copy of the compiled executable code.
  3. All EVMs should have an USB port and connecting a pen drive should trigger a program to prompt the user to enter filename for comparison with the stored executable.
  4. Each party should give its booth workers an USB with the correct executable and a couple of random files.
  5. A willing worker at any booth should get an opportunity to test the machine by inserting the USB and comparing a few random files and the correct file with the resident executable.
This, of course, is only indicative and not exhaustive.

Views of IT experts are invited in the matter.

Monday, May 22, 2017

To Treat Or Not To Treat

I wrote about the sad demise of my cousin in my last post. The trauma faced by his family during the brief period between diagnosis and his death was painful indeed.  The diagnosis was metastasized renal cell carcinoma.

He contracted cancer for the first time five years ago. It was a growth in one of his kidneys. The kidney was removed and all neighboring lymph nodes cleaned by the surgeon. He recovered and started leading a normal life. Periodical followups were satisfactory and went on for three years. He was declared cancer free. Normal life, with his normal ailments of diabetes, hypertension and enlarged prostate, continued for one more year. In the fifth year he developed another problem. He started having bouts of dizziness and losing balance while walking. This was initially thought to be vertigo. He was also diagnosed with CLL (Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia.)  However the haemo-oncologist reassured us that it had nothing to do with his renal cancer.

Unfortunately, what was thought to be vertigo was later found to be a cancerous growth in the brain. Further investigations showed a growth in one of the lungs too.  Biopsy results showed that it was renal cell carcinoma that had metastasized to other organs.

My niece is a doctor and member of a WhatsApp group of doctors with varying specializations.  She consulted the oncologists in the group and they were almost unanimous that it will be best to stop looking for a cure and go for palliative care instead.  They estimated the remaining life span at 3 to 6 months. They also described the likely and frightening after effects of radiation and cancer medication. In their opinion the treatment, even if it succeeded in prolonging life, will also aggravate the misery. The alternative of palliative care was likely to ensure a relatively better quality of life for the patient for whatever span was left to him.  Needless to say that this group had no commercial interest in the matter.

My niece also spoke with some of the families that had lost an aged member to cancer.  All of them regretted having gone for the treatment and were of the opinion that the patient would have been better off without it even if it had meant a shorter residual life.  Much later, after we were in the middle of treatment, I learnt of the sad death of a friend; again due to cancer.  His wife sorely regretted having gone for aggressive treatment thereby prolonging and intensifying his misery.  She strongly advised us to ignore oncologists and go for palliative care only.

It was too stark an advice to be fully shared with the patient and those closest to him.  Carefully worded soft disclosures and hints at the alternative course led to a state of indecision.   The local medical oncologist insisted that the patient be put through entire regimen of treatment which could extend his life by an year or more. He ordered umpteen tests too.  Finally he prescribed radiation therapy for the brain.  The radiologist decided in favor of whole brain radiation instead of one focused on the tumor only.  As the family could not decide on the option of palliative care, my cousin, the patient, underwent 10 radiation sessions. He was also put on a heavy dose of steroids for the duration of radiotherapy.

The steroids did wonders to improve the patient's sense of wellbeing and he sailed through radiotherapy without much visible adverse effects.  Though, hair loss did start by the end of the therapy.  We thought that those advising against radiation were a bit of alarmists.  Thereafter steroid was gradually withdrawn leading to progressive worsening of condition.  Next the cancer drug Votrient was started.  Oncologists in my niece's group again advised against it.

The attending oncologist had prescribed the maximum dose of 800 mg.  However in view of the concerns expressed in online consultations, it was decided to reduce the dose to 400 mg.

From here it was downhill all the way.  Many of the after-effects of radiation started showing.  Votrient seemed to do little to slow down the growth of the cancer while it aggravated the downfall.  The patient suffered from hypersomnia (sleeping most of the time,) severe weakness in limbs and loss of control over bladder and bowel movements.  Other complications like urinary tract infection (UTI) and thrombosis developed and required hospitalization for treatment.

No improvement was noticed even after a month of taking Votrient and other treatments for infection and thrombosis.  The doctor finally decided to stop Votrient for a few days and we prevailed upon him for discharging the patient.  We made arrangements at home for administering intravenous drugs, started using adult diapers and finally arranged an oxygen kit too.  In the last two-three days the patient stopped interacting with people altogether, ate very little, was extremely restless and his limbs were trembling all the time.  He died in the wee hours on 18th April, nearly three months after the metastasized cancer was detected for the first time.

All of us are convinced that it would have been far better to go for palliative care.  We were told that such care could be given by a normal MD to relieve symptoms and pain and steriods could be given to impart a sense of wellbeing.  In this scenario there was little sense in considering the long term adverse effects of steroids.

My niece's husband, a doctor himself, summarized the whole thing quite succinctly.  He said that the family could not bring itself to accepting the sane advice of putting the patient on palliative care; and that any other family that was unfortunate enough to consult us in this matter, would surely ignore our own advice based on our harsh experience.  In the choice between quality of life and painful longevity, howsoever little, the latter, unfortunately, always seems to prevail.  And thus the practice of oncology goes on.


I have a feeling that all practicing oncologists treating a patient advanced in age and suffering from metastasis, should be mandated to compulsorily offer the second option of palliative care only.  Few do so currently.

Sunday, May 21, 2017

My cousin Late Sri CB Upadhyaya (1947 - 2017)


Since Chandra Bhal bhaiya was the eldest amongst all the brothers / cousins, we used to call him Badke Bhaiya.  I will use the abbreviation BB to refer to him.

BB did his Masters in Maths from Allahabad University and was married off at a rather early age.  He served as a teacher for a short while before joining the Central Bank of India as a clerk.  He rose to the rank of a DGM by the dint of hard work and he richly deserved the position.  Though he worked in operations most of the time, he did two stints in the training division.  In the second of these, he headed the Sir Sorabji Pochkhanawala Bankers Training College at Mumbai.  I think that given the opportunity, we Upadhyayas are hardly able to resist the urge to take up our hereditary profession of teaching!  Now that BB is no more, many of his colleagues from the Bank recall how knowledgeable, reliable, upright and incorruptible an officer he had been all along.

BB played the role of an elder to all of us with great love and affection.  Whenever the family had to congregate, be it a joyous occasion or otherwise, BB would invariably show up with his family in tow, and take charge as an elder.  Often he had to travel long distances to do so.  And he did that despite his younger daughter being a spastic child.  His presence was always so reassuring! He never demanded any special arrangements for himself and was ever so composed, calm and serene.  None of us have ever heard him raise his voice and his office colleagues too agree on this.  He was the binding force that kept the extended family together.  The mantle has now fallen on the next sibling whom we affectionately call Majhle Bhaiya.

He was an ardent devotee of Hanumanji, our family deity.  With advancing age some of us started going easy on traditions and religious matters.  But BB stuck to the faith and traditions and kept the family from drifting too far away from these anchors.

BB was fond of reading fiction and a great connoisseur of music and had a huge collection of albums.  He especially loved ghazals and bhajans and enjoyed listening to radio broadcasts too.  His elder daughter works with Aakaashvaani and often brought him rare gems from their archives, much to his delight.

He was very attached to his younger daughter and because of her disability he himself had developed a sedentary lifestyle.  He had had Diabetes and high BP for a long time. Despite these he lead a healthy life till and a few years past his retirement.  He was 65 when he was diagnosed with renal cancer.  The tumor was removed and subsequent periodical checks showed him to be free from cancer.  It was five years later that the dreaded disease made a reappearance.

It all started with a problem that was first diagnosed as vertigo but later discovered to be a tumor in the brain.  Investigations showed that the renal cancer had metastasized to brain and lung.  Radiations and medicines didn't help and he lasted less than 3 months after the diagnosis.

The whole family sorely misses and fondly remembers him.  May his soul find salvation that he richly deserves.